4XLT

Today’s Weigh-In: 366.6
Days Till Goal: 9
Pounds To Go: 6.6

I am full of crap. This week has been full of poor food choices motivated only by my gallant lazieness and desires for easy things.

I’m afraid of what Thursday’s weigh in will be. Without a doubt, higher again. I talked myself into wanting a waffle last night, and so I promptly marched myself down to Village Inn and got one this morning. I later had a beer and giant bowl of chili for lunch. This week, including today, I have had no less than five meals that were not 100%. Sunday: Mexican food. Monday: Indian buffet (post lifting, but still way too much) for lunch, Cheesey pasta at a friend’s for dinner (said friend is a quasi-vegetarian and I both didn’t want to say no and forgot dumbly that such a thing would wreak havok on me nutrition) at 7:30pm. Wednesday: Syrupy waffle for breakfast, beer and chili for lunch.

I am full of crap.

I am a fattie.

I am a lazy fattie.

I am a lazy fattie who likes the easy way and doesn’t want to change.

I will change. I have to have a perfect next seven days. No cheat meals. Good water intake. More water intake. Good lifting. Committed HIIT.

I am so pissed at myself right now. But I can do this.